Without him my life would not be complete!
He shows me true love and trust.
He’s my hero, my better half.
I love him ❤ Forever & beyond
Holy Big Bellies! Days before giving birth to my babies. 39 weeks #1 • 38 weeks #2 • 42 weeks #3 💗 Miss being pregnant #throwback

It doesn’t happen overnight ▪ Slow Progress is better then No Progress! 📈 this whole past week I knew my weight wasn’t going down, but after measuring I finally feel better knowing progress is being made 😃 So happy right now.. Might not seem like much to others but it means a million to me! #progress #TapOutXT #WeightTraining

Just not doing ok lately! Feel non-existent and under-appreciated.
I find it sad I enjoy cleaning my friends house, more then being unheard by my children and ignored by my husband. I’m constantly being set up only to be pushed to the ground and stomped on! I NEVER hear, “your beautiful” “you look good today” “sexy” nothing anymore..
I’m losing hope and giving up on life right now!
Ok so a lot has been going on in my life lately. In Sept. 2011 things were calm and peaceful and I was bale to make time for myself and be healthy.. Now we are in a new place, living with friends, jobless, and to top if off dealing with the horror of my daughter getting attacked by a dog.
I am trying to stay positive and upbeat about sticking to the healthy lifestyle but lately I feel all it is is talk and I’m tired of it. Every chance I do get a good mood and happy motivation again, it gets knocked down and disappears. I have 0 support & it’s beginning to take its toll!
I’m done with restless nights and hated days… I WILL DO THIS without support or congrats from those close to me! I will prove myself wrong before I prove others wrong! Think I finally had a break through last night that no one is going to help me or be by my side in doing something that makes me happy, so I’m doing it alone! All me! That way in the end I can have full satisfaction that I’m strong enough to change something so down about myself and lift it over this mountain without those fans cheering me on in the sidelines.
Sorry, rant over 😈
May the 4th be with you!
Won’t be posting an updated progress picture but.. I did post one for my Weight Training page. I see progress in my arms for sure.
May Goals:
- Stick to lifting weights
- Finish C25K
- Eat Healthier
- Minimal Sugar!
My poor sweet little girl got attacked by a dog yesterday. I’m so glad she is ok ❤ everyone be caution with children around ANY dog. They can snap and seriously hurt someone if they felt the need to. I never in a millions years would of expected it to happen to my children.











